Jennifer
Williams
A Story of Success
My name is Jennifer Williams and thanks to the grace
of God I have been sober since April 20, 2005
I I first began sneaking
alcohol in the sixth grade. I loved it! I wasn't shy and it made me have more
fun. I tried Marijuana, I didn't like it but with peer pressure and making me
more popular I smoked it regularly. It wasn't long before I was buying Ritalin
from the kids at my school and snorting it to get high. My parents noticed a
drastic change in me, every time that they tried to punish me I would just pack
my bags and move in with my father. My senior year they sent me to rehab in
Florida. I spent 28 days there getting sober. But, it didn't last long, I moved
out of my parents home a month before I turned 18. I found going out every night
was great. Someone I met introduced me to Cocaine. I thought I had it made. It
would help me stay out all night and then continue to work the next day. It
wasn't long before my co-workers were worried about me. I would have drastic
mood swings I was up one minute down the next. All of this was because of the
drugs I was taking. I finally lost my job because I came to work reeking of
alcohol. I met a man that like to party like me and I moved in with him.
My parents did not approve and came and took my car away from me, that they had
consigned with. Soon Cocaine wasn't enough so we both tried crack. My boyfriend
became violet both physically and mentally. I would try to leave him but he
would show up with more crack and I couldn't resist it. I hated the way I was
living, I had no job, no car, no family, and no self esteem. I tried to kill
myself several times. Thank God I didn't. My sister called me a
nd
I lied to her and said my life is great, holding in the tears, to embarrassed ,
and to proud to tell her what my life had become. Hanging up, I fell on my knees
and prayed to God for help. The next day I went home and told my parents the
truth. They took me to the Home of Grace for Women and left me there. The first
difference I noticed was that I felt safe, and I hadn't felt safe in many years.
While I was at the Home of Grace I was saved, baptized and have a
wonderful relationship with God. I was only 23 I knew God wasn't through with me
yet. After the program I became a housemother, I loved it. I was giving back
what I had received. Helping women just like me find a better life. I am now
enrolled in South Alabama, I want to be a elementary school teacher. My life was
greatly changed because of the Home of Grace. I found God there and it's what I
needed all along. I am now also engaged to be married to a wonderful man that I
love.I thank God I went to the Home of Grace.
Jennifer Williams